frozen

so many pretty girls at 118 lounge,nj tonite.just froze. have to make my beliefs stronger.i have no other option but to go forward.hoping for a handout is never going to happen for me.....

Release Me

Beautifully Broken......

i took some tips n realized if u emotion behind the cause,its gives u stronger motion.the cause pulls u in. been hanging out with this happy ESFP,but had to end it.he is just too happy n stable.realized how much ive changed overtime.have been practicing alot of NLP by anthony robbins n ross jeffries.also getting in state is becoming more intense.taking notes from the "charismatic". i can take the easy way by going arranged,but i have this core belief,feeling in my gut,Soul of Fire,which believes i have something better that awaits.might be some bitchin n whinin on my part but there is something greater that awaits.alot of nlp+power of now to keep me going....

...finally shutting down those victim tapes playing for a decade.its going to get worse before it gets better

Sitting Still Moving Still Staring Outlooking

i took a break from anthony robbins, eckhart tolle, ross jeffries...went to extreme depresssion.i know what i want, i visualize it....but i cant act upon it. when im faced with approaching...i draw a blank n just go back to what i was doing.before i wasnt even approaching, but now i am...positive affirmations to my mind doesnt kick in when im looking to approach women.i know i can do it,but just dont.power of now doesnt kick in when im in the club.state just isnt there.not having sex in 5 yrs n only once before that doesnt come to my mind when im the lounge/bar/club.i berate myself when im home and when im at the club i dont approach.too pussy to end this waste life, so im just suffering.hoping a girl comes and plucks me.that will not happen in reality....im shattered in every way.just dont believe in myself.want to start drinking liquor but i dont want to...i want to do this sober....HELP ME

BROKEN

Where do i begin? From last week, i only did 1 approach.My confidence is completley shattered.Listening to anthony robbins to ross jeffries to eckhart tolle.I just cant approach anymore. Everyone is mingling,fucking,dating but i cant even get anything.My mind is just paralyzed when im out.I cant take this pain anymore,but dont take any action either since my mind becomes extremely negative and depressed.

I dont know if im at rock bottom,but no matter how much pain im in, i just dont act.i have all the knowledge in the world but dont act on it.i cant take it, but i dont give any action to get out of this loop.

By beliefs are still uncertain, hence my potential is little, resulting in barely any action and  0 results=the negative belief becomes stronger. cant give up...have nothing else going for me....