time is passing me by

i kinda knew this wouldnt be that ez.my mind is thinking abt how i havent been laid in 3yrs to no girl in sight.at the same time its forcing me to go out,but that just puts me in a dark,depressed,loner mood.its like my body cant take this pain of women anymore.a life without women is like a breath of fresh air.its already mid november.....just have to be more charismatic with inner confidence