Inspiration Dust.........

Inspirement :  (Noun) Pronounced "In-spire-ment".
The act of becoming motivated, encouraged, and enthused to the point of making a significant difference or change.

Just go out......

Broke up....

Broke making $10/hr or after taxes $8/hr.....

Friendless with K leaving.....


Just dont go negative. Dont make girls th center of ur universe.Stay positive. Shut ur mind OFF. Put yourself out there......

Been Cursed...

Something to make the fall better...

Something to get out of depression, lonliness, the pain, the hurt.....

Sugar caught me by surprise
Saying something in her eyes
Feels like I just kissed the curse
Met a girl and there ain't no words for her
Down the sunset, up the lights
Eh people, it ain't right
I couldn't reach her anymore
Why people didn't, I let her know

Open doors, materialized
Disappear before my eyes
I felt like I been dealt the worst hand
I do believe I have been cursed
Down the sunset, up the lights
Eh people, it ain't right
I couldn't reach her anymore
Why people didn't, I let her know

 

 

 

Breaking up.....

Im single again. Went our seperate ways yesterday. Didnt hit me today how much she meaned to me. Feels scary how we may never meet again given our lifestyle, paths are different. She is an amazing person. Dont know how people breakup and move on. I find it hard. Been depressed the whole day. Dont feel like going to work and putting a smile. Hurts like hell. Hope i dont go back to the darkside.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

TGWADT immigrant song music video snapshots

broke as a haint

Even though i got paid, which was nothing....i am still broke. Phone about to get disconnected to eating banquet meals. On the brightside, depression is no where to be found.

Keep on punching without hate or negativity. Just keep Living?

Relationship ending....too scared to walk away

Not one thing compatiable. I have to be another person around her. She knows it isnt working out but wants to give it another shot. I just dont want to walk away cause I couldnt get a date for 6 years and V before that phase. Its the end cause I wont change and neither will she.....

Moving on VS settling for next 10 years. Go out there...