Breaking up.....

Im single again. Went our seperate ways yesterday. Didnt hit me today how much she meaned to me. Feels scary how we may never meet again given our lifestyle, paths are different. She is an amazing person. Dont know how people breakup and move on. I find it hard. Been depressed the whole day. Dont feel like going to work and putting a smile. Hurts like hell. Hope i dont go back to the darkside.