Friday, April 19, 2013

She just wants hookup...

No emotion, just cold. She can also be the party girl. Approaching like trying will not work. Too nice. Approaching estp vibe, cold approach, no feeling. Been here, done that

Monday, April 8, 2013

hey lets get a shot

neal caffrey estp: chilled very very cool vibe like cool water

if he is nice jason bateman he is too nice and women dont see him handling crisis. hot girl will be with him bc he is cute, adorable. she will get bored from him and go for the cool vibe. istj vibe is no energy, no vibe.

strong black man will be just an authority for her.

impressing feels weird to her flow

Sunday, April 7, 2013

flying through the music

spearing through the music

matt bomer back to estp way after break up lives free like he should. calmed down bc maybe he found someone.

the Js would be free but in a hate way. with eyeliner, f the world

Enjoying vs Ravaging

living free completley like matt bomer as estp

Burning when free will run out of gas. Run free and enjoy.

approaching with tension instead of free flow. rsd jeffrey. eventually it becomes normal.

girl who let go bc free. or girls who let go and live hate

jack white brings the rage. electro brings free flow

free flow dancing not raging.

girls who look initimidated other men u can go direct. no emotion approach matter
girls who look carefree and living in the moment and letting go. italian girl enjoying wine and letting go vs bold girl dancing and u take her away.

no tension in free flow. go even faster.

tension in my way when free flow. going in direct makes sense. to them the go with flow and that feelins takes place.

match your vibe to them when she says NO



Thursday, April 4, 2013

Clear head, relaxed, no stress, nothing bothering me, no tension.

When approaching clear head. No negativity, no judging= past doesnt exit and future doesnt exist.  There is no mind. Go out for the clear mind. Going out with all of body tension. Negativity can be sensed.

Limitless energy. So much good energy to give. Very charming

Being underwater you hear nothing. No mind, just the waves

When on date same clear energy, interested in them. If too need its energy pushing against her flow. Unless you break through her strong flow and she begins to flow again. Not push pull but the flow good energy is taken and next give energy given back. Take there energy iin a nice way.

Approach heads on too much tension in body/head. Walk with clear head.

Limitless sees very clear energy and doesnt get how other people cant act and go for it.

Calvin enjoying the fight like its a guitar string pulled and let go.

No judgement feeling at all so thats why they like men who dont judge

When they feel alot of tension they leave. We stay the tension and get depressed.

If she is ISTJ. Very mechanical than be clear, charming, charisma and she will eventually give in. (She might be in tension after a while, just go and release that energy. By grabbing and kissing her. That will make her go back in the flow.

Needy, desperate after 2 to 3 dates gives a bad energy.

ISTJ which plan out and say the result. She is impressed by how u grasp all the ideas and deliver the result. She is going on her flow and cant grasp how u were able to get all that info. She is intrigued.

Django giving bad energy to calvin flow. Calvin makes joke to release some energy. They like funny guys bc it release there stress state flow. Go in by being clear, nice conversation, and ask them out. If she is like heavy energy either release that energy by making her laugh or say something challenging or say something really romantic. He makes me laugh by releasing that tensioin energy.

Shock and awe grabs there tension energy and than lets go.

If she is clear headed, she think as pua steps.

come in with super aggressive energy they get jolted. Super energy will be liked by girls who live hard and die fast. Too much abruption ruins the set mood energy.

Calvin enjoying there jokes. Good entertainer but wont go out with.

How to her that rush energy when she is those speed girls. Tension girls will need good energy. If she says whatever no thanks you are just talk while she is enjoying the stress tension vibe. Like working in chaos and someone telling you a story. To deal with them you get them out of there mood. If you bolt her and piss her more but release that energy with a joke is even better. or you kiss her and energy is released.

approaches nice. seen u here before and stunning. telling her reason to let go. no disrespect. that slaps her on the face.


If she is not use to seeing ur type. She will ignore or if u stare he is creepy. If u smile it breaks the tension. Omg r u the one. Lisa. And release as joke she will laugh and break ice. Continue joking and ur out. Just an entertainer. Talk with them

 

If shock and awe, its like whispering in ear. If she is enjoying it she will look away. Wait for her to look at her facial. If she is smiling u can go ahead. Get a drink to break the ice. Take her back. If she already comfortable take her with u.

When meeting friends, to let her know ur interested and she is not giving signals:

Complimenting on objects doesn’t do anything.

Ur eyes are very engaging.

Im worried about my energy rather than just following them. Something will land is very very high risk.

You can own ur energy and be confident that way. He is sexy in a weird way. Nobody gets to him.

 

Robin thicke sex thereapy dealing with her like she is a baby. Nice and easy but vibe is sexual. No tension, not creepy. Meant to give pleasure.

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

HAPPINESS WITHOUT SUBSTANCE

Started with me being on a high adventure..


how ES are on the flow. No matter what it is a water faucet that wont stop. It needs to go....
The Js are the ones who block the water. Have to practice the state of constant running. Cant stop water because in the past I was not part of the group. Jumping into the running water flow is something I dont want to do, but have no choice. Must enjoy the flow.

Started to watch Limitless and it hit me.........Depending on pills, alcohol, weed to be happy is so depressing. What does that say about u? What does that say about ur life? I should enjoy my life regardless of these substances. I should be happy and live life. Be the prince and have standards



Meaning be CONFIDENT, SHAMELESS, DOMINANT, UNYIELDING, HAPPY, LEAD, SELFISH...

I should my happiness first before anyone. My hobbies come first before anyone. Be picky with girls and not give in for a relationship after the first or second date. Make them work for it. Make them interest me. WTF am I wasting my time chasing and hoping they pick me.

 
I am the STAR aka PRINCE. I choose. I make the jump through hoops

Sunday, March 31, 2013

how to read her

entp:

handcuff in prison but has this adam levine look. interesting, diff, high confidence, spunk.

estp: always clear confidence in any situation. fresh. clear mind. no deep transition.

aj type. looking for random guy. no feelings, no emotions, just random. well test to see if ur really the man with no feelings. like a car passing u by in the rain feeling. well do stunt on motorcyle and laugh. she is blank for now but once feeling comes she will want to feeling something. shock and awe works for those girls. sports athelete will be random since no ffeeling with come from the athlete. her eyes will be first a look to test. pissed with pouded lips. say it again and she will go or eventually go. she is testing that u r the guy. she wont go but u have to keep the car wind flow going. she will eventually break and u got no strings attached. maybe in her past those car wind guys broke to someone else right away.

tasha saw me as charming. she wanted to get her ego boosted her want to feel good. everything was good till my scratchy vibe of feelings came in . maybe she would break in that state and cry. wants to see if u can handle it. if u can she will be pleasing u. if u react or judge she will run.

cool and dangerous with aj type goth makeup. since stranger hasnt come in, she wants to have some fun.

esfp blonde types are acting like 6 year old. thats y the joke about her that she chases lolipop. dont get serious with her. she cant change bopping feeling and moves with u.

aj type goes for athlete bc no feelings. he is strong. eventually go for stranger as soon as feelings get in. if she is crying in the club and about to have breakthrough. car wind man can just say lets go. and lets go. she might check if he can pull off or no. if not she will give a bigger shit test. after she realizes u will remain in character, she gives in to that energy. thats y they say u should have fought for her to get her those feelings. when im in club, im like that guy but aj version. looks play part since im random car wind guy now. to pull off away from look . if u keeps car wind guy flow and she is with someone, as soon as she feels current bf has feelings for her she will run to the new car wind guy. if she is about to have breakthrough while going for that guy, u must hold her. she is about to have a breakthrough. she marrries guy if he can pull it off. sometimes they would go for carwind guys vibe together. if u r charming and she has a cold look. not mean but frozen look. tell her ayy. lets go with no feelings at all. bb was lets go attitude but fun.

bubbly girl if she is having breakthrough will be vulnerable. her face is not crying but having breathing issues type of look. ends up dont know y they hooked  up equal one night stand. cant go with guy if has feelings when approaching. maybe she likes the cologne smell reminds of her ex. let her sniff and enjoy u. no feelings. go like a bullet.

cool dangerous can pick her up cause he kind of gets her. will get more random lays from those type of women. he might now her bodylanguage and just go for her.

aj might slap since she got the car wind guy when she slapped him. her slap with be if beginner alil emotional in eyes. once use to slapping guys and get train guy she will not even flinch. thats y those guys get there internal feelings. we get external feelings.

gothic look was fine extreme but when tested u got nervous. in order to pull that look its no emotions and lets go. lets go by arm cut like car wind.

maybe thats y she goes for that mystery look. different alienated feeling. he makes her laugh cause he is off. or adam leving type of being confident cool. no emotion feeling. from his side he has had a pitfall


 

That’s y glack guys they say have super confidence. Lets go . those r the white girls that gone in black like autin with ice tea

 

Guy getting nervous choking he doesn’t know who he is with girl with such experience.

 

Girl with daddy issues might go for david dhovny guy cause he is a lyrica genius drown in alcohol like daddy.

Pretty boy they just want on his arm so has high demands and wants brad pitt. Old women treat herself as reward or if crying she is broken

Always smiling charming guy geets her at the end than. Don’t be too charming pic matt bomer as car salesman.

Bad girls enjoying the scene or bad girls frozen

Still a virgin in each phase. Have to get through the phase. That’s what pua say. To go out and practice. Before u master it or get comfortable u quit and start crying/depress. Still a virgin to life. Go out and do something. Whining like little girl . cant believe he pass that gothic phase. Do it happy ur like adam Levine.

Quiet girl will go for estp. Cause nice respectful and confident persistence.

Richey, sydd virgin phases. Barrett phase when bold was frozen

Depression was bitchy whiny crying lonely phase. Everytime ur about to pass to new level u quit. U want to bitch and whine complain. Clothes get more darker again. Rinse repeat lather. Stick with phase and go for it

 

Approaching black girls too charming. Add cool, less smile, add lil dangerous. Maybe that’s y vick is like seek a psychic since ur not grown up yet. Choose a path and become the man

Played card to whiny and bitchy. Gotta keep cool rather than a wussie.

Guy has no feelings. No emotions. Barely  very few girls look for guys that can charm them.  

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Men dont approach you = RISE OF LAZY MEN ?


If women keep saying there aren’t enough good, marrying-aged, stable men to choose from and men keep saying there are plenty of good men to choose from, except women aren’t choosing those men, which one is right, men or women? Honestly, the answer is closer to, “both” than either party being outright wrong. While there are plenty of reasons for why this situation exist, today I want to focus on the evolution of the lazy man and how his rise to power complicates the dating environment for everyone…

In the Beginning


When it comes to pursuing women, most modern men of potential marrying age and reasonable stability are lazy.There, I said it. There are a number of reasons why men are lazy, and not all of those reasons are their fault, but that doesn’t change the fact that they are lazy when it comes to dating, courting, and well, just about anything that doesn’t directly benefit them or have a defined, measurable return on investment. How did this happen?

Most young (and some grown) men are not self-sufficient.

When men are young and generally have nothing to offer the dating pool other than game, a winning smile and a charming personality, they are beyond aggressive when it comes to pursuing women. More importantly, they don’t need to justify their pursuits. The only thing they desire is the company of a woman. They don’t demand that she know how to cook, remain beautiful at all times and always weigh a certain amount, or whatever other arbitrarily subjective measurement of a woman Twitter/Facebook is arguing about this week. No, all men want for their efforts when they’re young is a woman.



If you disagree, you need travel no further than your local 18 – 21+ club and bask in the the vigor those young men will demonstrate in their pursuit of everything that resembles a woman. It’s almost awe-inspiring. Using myself as an example, my college-aged friends and I literally referred to this period as, “chasing” or “putting in work.”

Note: If you’re like the psychologist from the beginning of Baby Boy whose narrative explored the unspoken meaning of words behind black men referring to their home as “the crib” and their friends as “boys,” you might take a moment to reflect on the meaning behind the various slang terms men use to opine on their feelings toward any given number of actions. Above, we referred to approaching women as “work” in one instance, even though many women think approaching women is easy and men enjoy doing so. This is not necessarily the same viewpoint men have of the action, but we recognize it is a necessary evil as a means to an end – meeting women. As another slang term goes, “a close mouth doesn’t get fed.” However, when’s the last time you referred to a hobby you enjoyed as “work”?

Since we didn’t have much to offer women in the form of drinks and other material purchases (a nice way of saying we were broke), we had to find a way to get women to find us interesting, worthy of their time & phone numbers, and worthy of their companionship by using some form of persuasion involve significant monetary expenditures. Compare your younger observations with a club; lounge; or happening spot where marriageable-aged people frequent. Of course, if  the atmosphere of places where you hang out isn’t noticeably different from when you were closer to 21 versus 31, then you might want to re-evaluate some other areas of your life. No judgement!



As we get older and our station in life improves, men start to become, you guessed it, lazier. Before, we’d go to the club and we’d consider it a “bad night” if we didn’t get at least 10+ numbers between the group. In our mid-20s, we found we spent less and less time in the sole pursuit of women. Quality overtook quantity. Why chase after 10 numbers from five 2′s, three 5′s, and two 7′s, when we could apply ourselves and maybe get 3 numbers from two 8′s and one 10?

Some nights we were content simply heading out and having a good time. If we got 10 numbers or 0 numbers it really didn’t matter. The experience became greater than the pursuit. It wasn’t that we weren’t interested in meeting women. It’s that our priorities changed. Meeting a woman or group of women was cool, but it wasn’t the only determining factor for whether we had a “good night,” especially when experience had taught us that the majority of women we meet will not result in something particularly meaningful – and that was ok. We can all have a good time and it doesn’t have to go anywhere (see the VIP lounge). But, as men, we had to find other measures of what defined a good time besides meeting large quantities of strange women with no future beyond 24-hours.

We slowly accepted that we didn’t have to live the “YOLO” lifestyle every night, because chances are we could do it again another weekend, in another club, or in another city. While we didn’t see it this way as men, women began to view our approaches as increasingly lazier. They were right, too. We weren’t chasing them as much and some in the group even began to declare that they were over chasing women and putting in work, period. They were “retiring.” When it came to courting, some men were content becoming more like…women.



Instead of pursuing women and impressing them, these men began to expect women to pursue and impress them (known as ‘Diva Dudes’ in some circles). In their minds, they had put in sufficient work in their younger days. Now that they were in a better place, their expectations of what they should be expected to do to meet women changed as well. As a former well-paid Director confided in me once, “you have to work really hard to get to a point where you don’t hardly work.”


Rise of the Lazy Man


Today, right or wrong, it’s as if modern men have to be sold on the benefits of a committed relationship/marriage. Entire groups of marriageable-aged men are perfectly content not approaching, courting, or putting in any significant amount of work to meet marriageable-aged women. Even worse, a lot of them don’t have to. Grown men whom I’ve personally witnessed chase women across clubs, lounges, bars, parking lots, stores and everywhere in between in their youth now see a woman of interest and let her walk on by, no Isaac Hayes. “There’ll be another one,” they claim in tones ranging from apathy to contempt.



When men are young, women treat them like they aren’t in demand and they’re not afraid to let him know it. As an older man, he has the opportunity to feel what it’s like to be in demand himself, which dictates how he approaches dating. As the saying goes, “absolute power, corrupts absolutely.” In some cases, these men becoming increasingly lazy and their search for women is itself much pickier. Before, he was simply looking for a woman; whereas now he is looking for a wife, maybe. Although, without balance, his standards/preferences may dictate that any woman he settles down with must be perfect.



Rather than pursue 10 women in which he might only have moderate interest; he focuses on the one or two women he has a definite interest in. So, in addition to being lazy, ”good men” are selectively approaching; whereas, women are still approached by the same young men and men who have nothing to offer, since these men must overcome having less by approaching more. Since many women – regardless of age – wait for men to approach them, it might seem like there are fewer “good men” available, because from her perspective it’s rare that a “good man” ever shows up.

Monday, March 18, 2013

Life is a dance between what you desire most and what you fear most



Change your life= make new choices

What you focus on what you feel

What do things mean= if meaning
no one loves me
economy down = work harder
end or beginning?
beginning of relationship or end of relationship

little choices of what to believe about to there people

overwhelming: quit or hit it stronger?

knowing how to direct your state

your lifestory/blueprint: some people think life is about this

whatever you believe who your life is suppose to be = we fight it or go with it ?

what you want most and what you fear most

what we want and what we need?

Life in a crisis = demands a change = we have to grow

whatever gets rewards get reinforced

do it longer and becomes part of your personality = you live it

if you want a breakthrough = it is not your fault

5 Steps to change

1. If you are in a crisis, see it as it is. Not worse than it is.

See what the problem is and dont make it so horrific that you just give up

2. Get to the truth and deal with it.

Job you worked day and night. Gave it your best and didnt get it. Industry is gone. Deal with the card you have dealt with.

3. Get a vision and get strong

4. Get a role model and learn their strategies

5. Give much more than you expect to give


Answer these:

Toughest time of your life and you went through (Been through hell and back)?

What strategy or you met someone or clicked in your faith that pulled you through that time? What is it a belief?

What was your life before the crisis?

What did you to do? What did you do to get through that situation? What skill did do you get through it?

How is your life better today since you went through that crisis? Are you more hopeful? Are you happier today cause you of contrast of life?

Friday, March 15, 2013

aloneville



Hitting the age 33, I just feel more alone than ever. From no friends to no one to call. Went out back in the nightclub scene and I did not enjoy it. I just want to sit home and share my life with that special someone. I dont want to go back the way things were.....


I guess I just want to be in a place called HOME. But I am not gifted in that way. Put on my confidence, charming, responsible face. Suck it up and stay away from the negative

 
Every day I'm a star in the city
Walk the streets like a wanted man
All the time got my shine looking pretty
Motherfuckers all know who I am
Every day feel the heat in the city
Like the barrel of a smoking gun
Read the signs, see the lights - they're so pretty
You're the one now turn me on
(Hey) give it all up for me
(Hey) give it all up for me
(Hey) give it all up for me
Every day I'm alive in the city
She's a fire that lives by the sun
On the street looking fine, looking pretty
She sucks the heat off my - gun
I will eat you alive in the city
While they pull up in fancy cars
Drinking wine, wasting time, you are pretty
Politicians, movie stars
(Hey) give it all up for me
(Hey) give it all up for me
(Hey) give it all up for me
City boy life
(Hey) give it all up for me
(Hey) give it all up for me
(Hey) give it all up for me
City boy life
Fine wine, fast cars, true lies, dark flaws
Every day I'm a star in the city
Walk the streets like a loaded gun
All the time, got my shine, looking pretty
Everybody now turn me on
(Hey) give it all up for me
(Hey) give it all up for me
(Hey) give it all up for me
This motherfucking life
(Hey) give it all up for me
(Hey) give it all up for me
(Hey) give it all up for me
City boy life



Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Brady Bunch



As an Istj but not having the fundamentals can leave you wandering alone into a dark room. Being on your own, even when you dont want to, leaves you with an empty feeling. Looking back and realizing the dream of having that lifestyle was destroyed a while ago. Eventually family parties, weddings made you nauseous. Something didnt seem right. Family portraits to outings left a bad taste in your mouth causing depression.






Since childhood not having the brady bunch taste makes you different. Eventually you realize that the dream you had as a kid has changed. There is nothing wrong with the change, just the players are in a different scenario. The J world is too different. Your look, style, swag, personality changes as time goes on. Sitting with family and not relating to anyone is not a bad thing. Its just not your scene. Once you accept and move on, the darkside fades. You grow and move on.

Sunday, February 17, 2013

Take the bad berries away...

ESTP

Depressed about Megha, thought he could do something. Nothing worked out. ESTP VS ESFP. Go with the flow. Enjoy the high. Too tense. Too much L. Enjoy the story....

Friend calls over to be there for him. He is crying, heartbroken, sad, vulnerable, nervous as losing virginity. Eyes as a wounded bear looking for her missing son. He final gets to Teak but she is in the city. Invites him over, but he is emotional as a dying leaf. She says come to the city and meet me. He wants to stay. He finally rationalize and goes to the city. Instead of a cup of naked soul he found a damsel called Kacey in distress. She wants to be held like a flower but its end up being a dried sunflower looking to hide. Blaming grandmother death rather than admitting her thorns. End bitter she looking to rape the dusk. As she punches him for being truthful he pretends she is his sister. Smiles out the bouncer and leaves. Tells her naked cuts and walks out. A bunch of bouncers run in and Kacey is upset. Teasing us with her colorful buds that she was ripped. Hailing a cab to the Hoboken. He charges and leaves with his wounds. Goes out for cigarette but ends up being locked out. Assumes he is suppose to meet her at the docks, he hails a taxi. Cant find her but finds an ambulance. Vulnerable, Skinned he asks if this is her. Just some sick petal. Gives up and finally gets the door open. Yells at her and she freaks. Attack the mouse and end up laughing. Smoking a cigarette and her apoligizing. As the estps enjoy smoke they get ready to dance. He goes naked infront of her and she smirks. Opens the bathroom door for him to come in bed. Ends up on couch about stealing. she cries and they celebrate. End up messing up with the master. not comfortable opening up to the sponser. even about the lost lust. going back to shameless skin.

The danger is there going to old habits. So many twist and turns but in a fun way. Not depressing or negative.  Funny, corky, weird, naughty, wild, story. Leaving the light for safer ventures or dusky nights

Sunday, January 13, 2013

Euphoric Enigma

Some one under the effect of Unknown Happiness.



How to get this feeling without being dependent on adderrall?

Monday, January 7, 2013

Smoothazing: rediculously smooth.

Sex addicts like that feeling of cumming because they space out from the world.

RC in 310 to yuma asks and when he sees other person rejection, he lowers his eyes and brings his face down. he asks next question on a deep, low voice and than looks up before the question ends.

beautiful eyes she doesnt look. he pushes greenest eyes i ever saw. looking down the whole time so he is not confrontational. He continues than when she looks at him that she has the greenest eyes..he says like yours. His voice turns diff, what did you say your name was again. he will not tell anyone by his vibe. he is nice.

being nice when asking questions but confident. like getting a gun from the movie yes man, saving a life.

reading online profiles and really seeing the message behind her dating profile.

Word of the day:

Smoothability
Your ability to pull out a smooth line from any situation

Sunday, January 6, 2013

Damaged Ego n Desperate Vulnerability is beyond repair

Into Darkness

Benedicts Monologue:

"You think your world is safe? It is an illusion. A comforting lie told to protect you. Enjoy these final moments of peace. For I have returned to have my vengeance. So, shall we begin? "

high 3.....

sons of anarchy: jake. Why women love him?

Nice, sweet, respectful, smiling, non threatening, the way he tore up the cops car....CONFIDENCE,CHARMING,RESPONSIBLE.

He is not your typical nice guy. He respects women, non desperate/need in approach, always smiling, will never tell anyone, easy to tell secrets to,

eventually tell secret to and never hammers u with insulting jokes,

No matter how pretty that estp is, she still cries herself for an hour to sleep,

Jake is very clear, popular, cool confidence, respectful even when can we have sex,

Them having an orgasm is as spaced out

Knots in body....let go

Yoga clears the knots in the body?

Can Hank Moody read women and than go for the approach? He knows how the procedure in speed of what type of woman she is, and how to seduce her?

Crap, do I have to watch the show again?

Can i be watching californication different than them?

Players get hank moody and giggle. Non players try to copy the mehod or laugh it how she falls for him. Player look at there approach not howshe goes about it. It about them

Hating to get that original orgasm feeling when with ex rather than that hate orgasm. When you cum it was worth it CAUSE OF THE FEELING you just had. Not the METHOD.

Emil was nice to me months, years, the whole time, how can he be in jail she thinks.

Do casonavas take longer on purpose or the woman needs more time to be seduced?

Peter has this metal side but neals pushing his buttons to see the free, funny side

detevive with neal gets neals joke and is cool about it, makes her less tense

like frustrated in show cant get his dick sucked by wife so he is pissed of in friends group when they are talking about blowjobs from wives. they eventaully joke with the chump about not getting a blowjob that eventually he cuts all ties. friends realize this is a real situation for him so they try to help him asap. they dont like this depressed, angry girl side.

Streching of the pussy feeling is what they love also. Theylove the girth because of the stretching, extremely rare feeling.

ISTP doesnt think. If he commits to a promise like backing his wife up, he doesnt care what she says or does, he will be with her. How do you change his direction without interrupting his vow?

310 to yuma, RC confidence when asking bale about his leg while cutting steak.Bale family go first nothing matters. He is there  but no feelings from him. No emotions. Bale good guy so will do anything for family. They didnt know bale would be charming also?
Bale vey firm but cant take the risk. surprised when he gives up so much
Dinner table she shows dirty look when giving prayer. He eats and goes further to say amen in a sarcastic way...
Bale acting like good father telling him its a bad thing. Crowe comes again in a sarcastic bullyahole way. Ask Bart, than reads passage by looking down. Look game going with bale wife, same look and than a smile when finishing. she is intrigued where he got that from. maybe he is good? Now crowe is acting like a dick, Do you eat more when you are nervous, Mr. Butterfield? lol  No fat greasy said in  a way where Bale cant swing. He knows it. Asks about leg looking away but in a serious way. Caring, curious look first. Than changes tone, how you got your leg shot off? Or the mice took it?Very calm smiley way if you been to SF? No..Deepens and lowers voice and asks question directly but in a soft tone. Green eyes I ever saw in a look down way but challenges. Green eyes I ever saw. He knows she has green eyes. Competion but in a soft nice way. Than looks at her not directly saying like yours when she is looking at him Not looking at her directly but sideways...saying I look deep into them as they changed colors. What did you say your name was again in such a nice gentle way.

IS J more about keeping the family well as far as materials but no emotion to wife. Bringing him to justice? You just dont get it Bale. I dont understand your family protective emotions. What about loving us she thinks? Waiting for you look at me...where did that emotion to her come from she looks. About how boys looks at him, his pity stories, the women dont feel anything. They attach that good feeling spark to Protecting her house. 

When players say it, its like said to everyone, no feeling, direct but cant be too fast about it.

Richard gere shopping at club monaco. the ways he talks to manager compared to other employees





Wednesday, January 2, 2013

shameless........

body in knots.....gotta let it flow.

Watching sons of anarchy now....



spaced out


Spaced out

Spaced out. Mind clear. Happy thoughts.  Clear straight line

Keep it down to loud firm not harsh or mean. When revenge creepy feeling vibe. Just say it and get it over with

Thinking blocks the high. Clear lets me free

Just let the high take you places you couldnt reach while sober. Dont analyze to much.

it takes your mind right off of the paranoid thought line! One particular gem I had that cured me of the weed thoughts was stir fried chicken, awesome.

Tool mindset not even in my high. There vision is out of my circle reach.

Girls get high to enjoy the space out. Vicious thoughts end. Clear as is spaced out

Happy high cant even tell if kill someone

Sun is shining everyday what are these kids on?

My questions overanalyze interrupt his high

Im still in bubble. Kids in video have way wider imagination

Underground society never felt b4

Emil with ex passing by walking to nightclub party on another level

U have to stretch urself to the extreme to get to that level.

Girl dancing in video everyday enjoying music. She looks and u start question as spikes and she cant hear. U look pretty either ok thanks let me get lost in the beat or that is sweet u had to raise ur voice.

Happy thoughts enjoying space out. That’s y emil likes space when spaced out. U look more people bc it gets boring if theater not full.

Girls can tell by gab that he is got it like if she party at netsky party screaming loud, need to bring similar energy or something good rather than spikes. Keep in my she party one way and u anther.

They want to space out.

Spaced out in concert and u r overanalyzing shit to the max

I agree with GT. Women smell desperation from a mile away. Don't worry too much about impressing people. Enjoy yourself and the time spent with others, and you'll be steps ahead.

Don't even try to get them, just do your best to enjoy your life.

Well, I'd say that an advantage we ESTPs have is that natural charm, matched with that "what you see is what you get, if you don't like what you see it's no skin off my ass" attitude. We're pretty honest & I think that people in general, but especially girls, tend to be attracted to that quality. Every girl I've liked has gotten the same thing from me. I introduced myself, made her laugh right away, complimented her & such, but never shied away from topics or anything. I always was brutally honest about myself & my oppinions on things, & if she didn't like me (has happened in the past), I rubbed my hands together & got over it. I value my ability to dive into shit & dive right back out without giving much of a damn. No hard feelings, sweet pea.

If not being invested in the outcome means not worrying about grades and results and thus being more stress-free when studying, I guess it can slightly work on your favor.

If it means you just don't give a sh**, yeah it probably wouldn't work out...

 

Saturday, December 29, 2012

......stoned age III...


If the badboys meet another badboy who doesn’t get fooled. They respect and have fun together. Its fun to have that challenge. If a creepy guy comes in that territory and competes and wins again the clear head energy they have respect for that guy

 

Emil to me. Just don’t think too much. U will get the girl. Sometimes feel bad for the guy. He hates the world n will take over. Creepy but sexy if flashes energy.  Creepy is cute bc saw a glimpse of that. Maybe the bad girls get good buys but reversing the game.

 

Patience is virtue. I might give the women  a bigger shock by approaching them since no one expects brown guy to have that vibe. Bad girls will love me since they like a project and are now curious is he for real. Is that clear energy for real. Will date and have sex just to see tht vibe again. If everyone has same vibe it gets boring.  Both clear headed get together for a fun challenge like cruel intentions.

How to be cool like Sebastian. Does he know now? is he faking that he is innocent? How girls fall for the innocent. She doubted but he is not like that. She feels bad for him? And goes for him? The other side stj will like that cuz now he gave to society. ?? wtf? We clear heads need tohave fun. Take care. Here is the money. Don’t want that stressed out role. If girl gives energy will suffer to see her give energy. Or will they suffer cuz he knows her vibe. Enough enough. She accepts u now. hates clear nice guys bc she has been burnt by them. Fuck u want. Torture is better cuz nice will kill her. If u convince her she will give in. her face is sad. Hold her and kiss her. Read her and fuck her.

Park east milf saw a  side in u and was surprised. U fucked up by overthinking and confusing her. In a bad day she will fuck u to see that clear side. U tricked her. Just talk with her clearly. Light vibe and she will sleep with u.

That’s y he says charming people are clear energy. Alil stunned if she looks at u is he back with puppy doors eyes, just kiss her. Pushes everyone away cuz u remind her of someone. Fuck u to damaged girl will have sex with u. cuz the clear head said that to her when he left. She is wounded. Drunk ones are easy. They are in pain dancing. Slobing everywhere. Like heroin addict. The one that is really happy is that she found that clear energy again. U can take her as a project and convince the other guy is false by faking it for months or years.

Frank knows how to read girls bc he has mastered it. Its not u want to fuck. It’s the clear head vibe he give that kiran gots going. He cant explain it.
Knots in body when thinking about staying as a sales rep and not studying for business analyst

in this stoned aged world, i fly II

would u fuck that girl? no. tired of waiting nina swan to show that energy. no patience. u stay. give me that vibe damn it. come come. lets go , cant wait for that energy. ok. go further, let it go, ok let me play. kiss her hand but she takes away. alil aggressive. feel the touch he says to get that energy explode. he has seen girls squirt like crazy on him. open ur mouth and do it he tell nina. ome on, get loose, get me that energy. ok. that way me seduing u. learn and bring it back. such a non violent way of seducing her. he has patience. clear head. no stuffy head. mila she says is cool like instructor. maybe she will know more about him. the vibe is so clear and good that shewill trust him. her energy is so clear that doesnt creep u awa. easy to talk to. i saw her bitch side and im out if somebody is sleeping with the teacher. can still sedce she likes that clear vibe. she wants that vibe more than anything. maybe casanova knows which vibeto give?

scaares as an extrovert cuz dont se that creepy side. cuz they are creepy themselves. teacher wants the clear energy. girls who take on bad boy projects to get that clear vibe. to change him. such a high from that clear vibe that they r willing to date 100s of badboys to get that vibe back. at the end if fail, she will settle with boring nice guy cuaz they r numb to the core. one the of best casanova seducers take the challenge to break that appearing nice and clean from start. take no matter who long it takes to change her mind, cuz the good energy is amazing. all the girls would go for that good clear energy bc that is what they want. we see badboys the chase. but girl are chasing tht energy she saw. u wouldnt understand when she says. get it ? got it? good?

bigger shit test he past by being respectful and nice the more points he gets. she cries when sees ur nice guy cauze she knows the badboy will change one day.

good people dont see that. the charm vibers dont see that good side. but if they know she has been hurt she will be a real great project. the longer the damaged girl project the better it is. the more squirter she is. she will go for nice guy to cry. but will run to chase the clear energy guy. become that guy

creepy ones are virgins. they will always remeber that first clear headed, gentlemen, confidence, charming, responsible guy. some girls settle for bad boy bc that energy is worth the wait or lifetime for. but if another guy will clear energycomes, she will go for him. y treated bad in relationship? that good side he has will comeback. creepy guys dont give that enegy so will continue to date those badboys cuz one day they will beback again good. if he cries (even fake) she will assume he is about to break. yes we will go anywhere, do anything, we will help u. ur back. after drug high addiction those creepy guys become clear headed non creepy vibe that they get laid more. experience is what changed it or that clear head?

thats y approaching her directly is ballsy cause that clear energy she gets is amaing clear headed feeling. if shy he is fakings bc that clear energy is what brings her. u fooled her. indian guy/ asian guy whith that confidence hits the girls harder bc they didnt know about them. ones that do will date them for a while. one cool clear head, confidence, charming, responsiblity guy makes it easier for all the men. having the virgin is a challenge and fun for casanovas bc u never forget ur first.


the guys who dont get its bc they think they didnt care. since now they are concious. they dont know what they did. it was that clear matt bomer white collar charmingresponisblity badboy confidence that theylove.

in this stoned aged world, i fly



victors friend

holding air in. let it go. go with the high. breath.

letur dick go. let it go. stop the invisible restraint. think what girls might think when u approach them

body in so much restriction. look at dick whacking

bad energy fuck the whole vibe up

such good peformance by bein a gentleman stayed there chasing her. once u give the act up the jerk is out and she wants the good gentlmen. back. she cant fathom she was fucked r played for months. that old is the real u.

nina alone but in a creepy way. like enjoying but vibe is bad. like tension creepy nervous

the masters classy estp go for months as gentleman. they like it if the wman takes months to decide. when h gets bored real acts comes out and she cant fathom he is leaving with a tennis sweater. drving ot with driver friend in yolkswagen.

when nina creepy something big. its omg she is normal. she isnt creepy. i knew there was somethhing about him. cause he is normal not because of misfortunes. its clear thought in her head

white swan no body flow. just dance steps master. very neutral boddy. now doing black swan, eyes are scared, too stiff, attack it attack it . new before door slammed open she is out. no body language by nina. walking from fail dance. . nina very neutral. weird just staring standing. creepy vib. bad nina smiling glowing look with eyes if naught good bad.

maybe shy guys unredictable. cant tell if there is something else behind the facade, shy guy. element of surprise.

mooney on line. emo made him win millions. huge. caught him surprise all the time by winning. this time friend trust him and loses everything.

nothing expected, bu tthe challengd he passed gave her gust on moments. winned her over huge. like akshay borrowing moneyabout business. confidence never nervous. what was the reason u gavehim all that money? cant think of reason. his confidence. dont want to ashame they were a fool to begin with.

surprised she showed up to see him for part. didnt expect that from her. a lil expected but th element of surprise. now bbelieve big. now want to see u glow in full glory. if they seen the look they can givea better part. samething girl getting that guy back who lost to bad boy.

show me more girl. i dont care about moves. get to the point. let me see that ballsy side. need that high. wait a sec, she is giving up like that. what happened to that spak i saw. has to be something. let me patient and eplain to her and see if i can get that side out. its worth wating for. patience getting out. never see  lose ur self. getting hyper to see that side flash. she said perfectin? alil nice lets go get me that, let my cum out. she is speaking up. i cant take. it i need that side. she is kissing back. kiss get violent to see that side, she bites him. he cant believe. that side is on. i can get that side out.

e looking for those energys. itj going against and find a hole to fit.

how did she get it. this creep has it. wow. how did she get it. where did she get that energy. how about if the crowding is watching it tat way. they didnt see the creep blossoming. the girls get more sucked into. i have to see that side, just have to.

shahrukh laugh in baazigar. where did the creep serious vibe too stiff get that free flow energy from. now more curious. engaged longer, the element of surprise better.

he has gotten to say the $600 profit of $60 is so possible that even if plan fails. how about if it is posible again. they will believe u if u say it with enough confidence. some girls get use to the fail, but that side is so worth it. when that side comes it is the best high. push pull feeling.

u might give him more cause it might be possible. such a great con where u would believer.

me as newbie to him. such a good con on me and clear confidence he says. u believe him. to push right away creeps them out. but how about that bad boy gave them that good feeling that know that bad boy has the good vibe and would date him till he changes. if he doesnt change they get paralyzedand will be a block heart. girls who ust want sex will do it but the others will say they are lonely cause theywant that feeling back. so desperate they fall for that badboy clean respectful vibe. they go for dumbasses y o wassu cause they will try no matter what to get that side back. they will die but not give up.

or the get use to the bad process. but short process so good that it is worth it. creepy guys give creepy vibe. she will date creepy if creepy is what gave the biggest push pull. that clear, respectful confidence is to die for.

she wanted to be nice but im so sorry what happened. offended that she is hurt and she will not deal with this. how dare she. she is going to show im by token of appreciation. calling u bc maybe u still got it. if not fuck it. im still dead alive.

maybe he poisoned my food. so save me and have such a clear energy. wait there through my test. my shit test. girls shit test to see if its a flash if they cant burnt too much by flashes. she wants u to show the energy alil longer. she will be open  more if u can show her that clear energy for a lil more 5 to 10 min. she doesnt what she loves about him. but something about him. carrying that ex energuy to next guy.

mom says er nina daugher is creepy loner but maybeshe has that swan side. i haved died for 50 years waiting for him but my kids has the badboy classy vibe i have been searching for. b the black swan. i will live of her.
nina swan says maybe mom saw something i have been dying to show her. to be with her i will have to get that clear confidence vibe back.

yells at me the most cause i showed her the good side hat she wants that high back. that clean cut son who everyone cheers.that practive by nina gets to the point where that creepy vibe is gone. flower has blossomed. worth the wait as girls say. maybe istj girls like him because they see him as the partner. esfp see the other quiet guys. receiving ends. how would u know which girl iswhat energy? the smooth casanovas know that and play to the energy the frequent. such a good act that u believe till the end. maybe thats y she likes the tension. he is showing that vibe. bt what if wehave been lied to. its not the badboy she has been focused about, but the gentlemen side. tyler focus on wrong side. that is y we are going agasint our emotion. now he gets it. rage will get u laid but cause she saw the opposite flash. som girls the frunks ones will love that badboy n get high on drugs bc when she sees the good side she will cry and say dont be nice to me. u broke my heart. i dont want a nice guy anymore. creepy pickup artist they dont need. just be clear confidece have a job. respectful. no need to offend women is right. thats y emo says just talk to them. say it with confidence cuz that energy isso hard to explain and imitate. u got to feel that energy. to get that vibe, did heath do drugs to get that joker high and imitate the vibe? is that y people say he is a junkie?