As an Istj but not having the fundamentals can leave you wandering alone into a dark room. Being on your own, even when you dont want to, leaves you with an empty feeling. Looking back and realizing the dream of having that lifestyle was destroyed a while ago. Eventually family parties, weddings made you nauseous. Something didnt seem right. Family portraits to outings left a bad taste in your mouth causing depression.
Since childhood not having the brady bunch taste makes you different. Eventually you realize that the dream you had as a kid has changed. There is nothing wrong with the change, just the players are in a different scenario. The J world is too different. Your look, style, swag, personality changes as time goes on. Sitting with family and not relating to anyone is not a bad thing. Its just not your scene. Once you accept and move on, the darkside fades. You grow and move on.
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