Relationship ending....too scared to walk away

Not one thing compatiable. I have to be another person around her. She knows it isnt working out but wants to give it another shot. I just dont want to walk away cause I couldnt get a date for 6 years and V before that phase. Its the end cause I wont change and neither will she.....

Moving on VS settling for next 10 years. Go out there...

Need a job ASAP....by any means necessary

Have to get a job ASAP....I cant afford my bills, cant even go out and get a diet coke. Summer is almost over and I dont even have gas money to go to the beach. Have to take any sales job and hit the Business Analyst position hard this week. Cant afford shit so cant go out. Just workout and study bootcamp style by any means necessary!

Back from vacation....

Been in puerto plata for a week and now back in Jersey.

 I still feel alil empty like I am not living my life like a should. I am worth more but am holding myself back. I really want to hit the shore but budget is fucking tight or there is no budget.

UNCHAINED

I am scared to go backout in the dating market. Another part of me feels like I am settling. So much rejection and failure in the dating world makes me want to just sit and settle.

There is this light in me, which says "LET GO". I know what I want but the ride is not smooth. Just have to LET GO and get what I WANT. ABUNDANCE MENTALITY has to be worked on. Have to crush this fear and face it heads on....