"Heroism is endurance for one moment more"--George F. Kennan

It's me that is the problem.The victim mentality has run its course.It is done!Take those weaknesses with u now n let the world annihilate it with ur success,hate,rejection.There is no other way but to keep on punching and move forward. It requires more courage to suffer than to die.

You have learned how every man has his own courage, and is betrayed because he seeks in himself the courage of other persons.It was never the situation,but your victim mentality thoughts about it.You have no other place to go.It is done.All the bridges have been burned.The universe has been killing those weaknesses for you time after time.Those weaknesses are dying to leave....let them go NOW.Your whining,crying,why me are done.Endurance is not just the ability to bear a hard thing, but to turn it into glory.

Creativity is often blocked by trying to be perfect "Creativity is allowing yourself to make mistakes."Your "Limits" are the real starting points.Walk with the crap still left in you.Let it burn....watch it die...dont judge it...dont react to it. You were always an Aries....

just cant kill this victim mentality....

when i had a job, money,my place....women still rejected me. now i quit everything n just cant get a chance. pushing my pain threshold has just gotten me depressed....

suicidal.....guys have 4 girls on the side.i cant get one. i just dont know anymore....

face ur fears......RISE UP......BE THE PURE NOT GIVE A FUCK ATTITUDE  SEXUAL PRESENCE MAN.women want black/white guy so u will have to push urself more than any1 alive. look at the victim mentality in the eye directly...and tell it to go fuck itself. u have no other way, but this!Get up NOW soldier.....dont u know there is a WAR going on

MASSIVE EXTREME ACTION n KILL ur weaknesses NOW

the UNIVERSE is showing u the weaknesses.NOW U R taking extreme massive action and SAVAGELY KILLING these weaknesses by any means necessary.....

1.   Kill the victim mentality

2.   Giving a FCUK

3.   GETTING TO KNOW THEM

4.   MAKING HER FEEL COMFORTABLE

5.   PUTTING HER FIRST

6.   WAITING FOR THE RIGHT MOMENT

7.   NEEDINESS OF WANTING A GF

8.   NEEDINESS OF BEING ACCEPTED

9.   STARING AT THEM

10.THINKING ABT THE APPROACH

11. TRYING TO BUILD A CONNECTION

12. TRYING TO GET GOOD IMPRESSION

13.TRYING TO DATE THEM

14.PLAYING VICTIM

15.NOT ACCEPTED OR GIVEN A CHANCE

16.REJECTED N NOT ACCEPTED BY PEOPLE

17.TRYYING TO MAKE HER FEEL COMFORTABLE

18.BECOMING SOMEONE ELSE FOR THEM

19.HOPING THEY WILL REALIZE WHAT THEY MISSED OUT ON

20.THE HORSE THAT NO ONE BETS ON WILL FINALLY BE RECOGNIZED

21.WAITING FOR THE RIGHT MOMENT,PERFECTION

22.OTHER PEOPLE AROUND,NOT READY

BE THE FUCKING MAN!!!! PURE SELF AMUSED SEXUAL,DONT GIVE A FUCK ATTITUDE

still punching.....

guy i know is getting married end of this month....
my younger bro is getting married now who was always accepted by every1...
sarging buddy got the # of a girl,who i opened n was persistent....

this is not about women anymore.its about ME. about killing those weaknesses in me.from trying to get her to laugh,like me,feel my energy,giving a fuck,waiting for her signal,going for her number.......nothing.though i did get two numbers,but im going to call them.in the past it never worked n doubt if it will now.by that i mean after the phone conversation she just lost interest.they loose interest after the approach cause i try to get to know them.when i dont give a shit about them n joke around they like it.i am dying...i m forcing myself to kill these weaknesses now....too much pressure i cant breathe....i never did anything wrong to women so y wont them give me a chance? im 31 n nothing.the one who is meant to be a good husband loyal never gets a chance.y me will never help now.its not women....its me.dear universe, show me my weaknesses n force me to take extreme aggressive action to kill these weaknesses.

windy Hoboken

Exhausted,had to go out. I noticed that my mind automatically goes for things that dont work.rather than doing what i should be doing to get results,in panic mode my mind goes on autopilot.not going to waste too much on it,since it keeps coming back.just accept it n focus on where i should be.

1.start grabbing n escalating physically
2.approach right away...no need to wait since the perfect moment never comes
3.better to get blown out than wait for chemisty
4.wtf r u trying to get a good impression from her.if she is not rejected u or telling u to foff than force urself on her.
5.It is October 15. This too will pass...start approaching more
6.Thick skin, push out of ur comfort zone.have been sleeping there forever

COURAGE & ENDURANCE quotes

Courage is the discovery that you may not win, and trying when you know you can lose.

Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear, not absence of fear.
Mark Twain

Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts.
Winston Churchill

One man with courage is a majority.
Thomas Jefferson

Courage is not simply one of the virtues, but the form of every virtue at the testing point.
C. S. Lewis

We gain strength, and courage, and confidence by each experience in which we really stop to look fear in the face... we must do that which we think we cannot.
Eleanor Roosevelt

Every man has his own courage, and is betrayed because he seeks in himself the courage of other persons.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

You will never do anything in this world without courage. It is the greatest quality of the mind next to honor.
Aristotle

You have to accept whatever comes and the only important thing is that you meet it with courage and with the best that you have to give.
Eleanor Roosevelt


Courage is fear holding on a minute longer.
George S. Patton

It requires more courage to suffer than to die.
Napoleon Bonaparte

Success is never final, failure is never fatal. It's courage that counts.
John Wooden

Come what may, all bad fortune is to be conquered by endurance.
Virgil

Endurance is not just the ability to bear a hard thing, but to turn it into glory.
William Barclay

Endurance is patience concentrated.
Thomas Carlyle

Heroism is endurance for one moment more.
George F. Kennan

The first virtue in a soldier is endurance of fatigue; courage is only the second virtue.
Napoleon Bonaparte

Prolonged endurance tames the bold.
Lord Byron

Defy the ODDS

Went out solo after a while.got rejected as usual.the thought of not being laid for a while didnt kick in to push me, alil approach anxiety....was suppose to meet a couple of guys n go to a local pub but fuck it. have to think about my dick.negatitivy really hit me hard tonight. didnt go out. plus spending too much. no free places around.most probably do some day game to makeup for last nite....work on self...stronger beliefs..should to must..fearless...confidence.....need to let go n just be



just created n uploaded this video....

i shall die in the trenches...................

No more state reliance.....BEASTING till i die. waiting for the moment is just not working.always seeking something from the women by getting into a state and getting a certain reaction from them.Another guy telling me to just get arranged marriage since women dont give me the time or day.NO! Never.

Time to get busy dying...by any means necessary....Should to MUST! Must and will push way past this constant rejection threshold.Be merciless and conquer your ego. GIVE GIVE GIVE.Before this is over, even a god-king will bleed.